Thoughts & Faith

Foreword: This piece simply reflects how my negative thoughts can play havoc in my mind. But never forgetting my faith and Gods love for me through it all, no matter how far away he seems.

The thoughts they keep me up at night

Despite what the therapy says 

My brain will fight..

Techniques to battle the demons are given

No weapons I have it seems 

Will see them driven..

Away and out of me to be annulled 

Trapped and screaming 

Inside my skull..

Although so loud almost every day

It's a language I don't understand 

I don't know what they say..

Are they talking to me?

Or just making noise?

More fool me for being their toy..

But what I have they will never seize

Never grapple from my grasp 

They can't set free..

A faith in you they can't get out

They think they have planted

A seed of doubt..

You couldn't be more wrong if you tried

You see dear demons he never lies

In scripture and promise can't be denied

His love  for me is justified.

(©) Dom Giddy 2020