The Challenge Here is Me.
Updated: Dec 15, 2020
Foreword: Written about how my mind, my own self doubts can take over my thought patterns. How my recent health issues seem determined to define me. How I fight against this self imposed belief and how I know that God is fully aware what is happening to me. About how I should embrace the way I've been made and not be ashamed or embarrassed about my faults and failings. More that I try to embrace them, and learn from them.
The challenge here is me
In my mind and how I see
One day I'm present
My mind the deterrent
To stop my own happy..
The challenge here is me
In my mind and how to free
Myself from these shackles
Myself from these chains
To find me the key to these pains..
The challenge here is me
In my mind and how I see
The way you could see
How at times I see me
And would you still want to know me?
The challenge here is me
In my mind and how it traps me
In a landscape of circles
As downwards I hurtle
Into a chasm of uncertainty..
The challenge here is me
As my mind tries to overturn me
Like a boat in perfect storm
With its sails ripped and torn
The waves overwhelm and drown me..
I know you know the challenge is me
And you remind my mind it's not me
I'm not mentally broken
Just emotions too open
As perfect I try to be.
(©) Lyrical Life DG 2020