Foreword: I have quite literally reached a crossroads in my life. My job has ended after almost 11 years. It's a job on the whole that I loved. Helping people daily, and trying to make a small difference. I don't know what I will do next or where this journey will take me. There have been some very dark times..this is my take on how it has felt, feels for me and placing my trust in God.
I look in the mirror Wonder who is he Reflection looking back Is it really me?
Familiar face it peers at me Lines of the journey etched Created on this journey Clear for all to see
Eyes stare into my soul To rip it out and bare it to the world Tumbling deeper into dark hole Unravelling feelings unfurled
My ocean is deep Mind numbingly huge Setting sail on unknown journey Precious memories to lose
Thrown around I can't get to thinking Tiny boat, huge ocean I'm so close to sinking
Just as I feel lost in the storm A tiny nudge you give me Despite sails wrecked and torn
I trust in you not to leave me
A hand you hold out to me Before life gets too much harder Calmer waters beckon me forward To rest alone in your harbour
So I look in the mirror And wonder who is he? It's with your love I am set free...
(©) Dom Giddy 2020