Letting Them Down Again.
Updated: Jun 29, 2020
Foreword: For the last 2 and a half years my life has been plagued with migraines. Potententialy my job is at risk. They start with an aura attack and then a loss of vision, before the bad head. I am often having to miss out on family time, or trips out due to migraines. The most recent, a Christmas trip to the cinema. I was so annoyed and low about it I wrote this.
Letting them down again Feels like all I ever do Consistently persistent Like the cold mid winters rain
Waves of pain again Halting plans we made Odd one out again On this desolate plain
Wind whipping up the dust Unstoppable around my being Needing to fit in again Praying for some healing
Nowhere left to go with this But up I guess It can't go on forever I hope My heads a bit of a mess
Wondering quite often Is this what I've become? Trying to be steadfast Concentration on the run
Regularly irregular It seems my world is now Distant memories of normality Shoot across my bow
I don't know what the future holds Destiny out of my hands Trying to remain positive Not to abandon forever plans
So here I am again Not wanting my trying to be there in vane I'm trying, keep trying Not to let them down again
(©) Dom Giddy 2018