Updated: Dec 15, 2020
Foreword: Another sleepless night put into words again. I wasn't sure whether I was going to publish this piece. The reason? I'm beginning to bore myself at times writing about it. However, I think this feeling of uncertainty regarding publishing is born purely from the frustration of this current period in my life. And then I thought why write if it is only me who is going to read it? So here it is!
Here I am at 3 again
As in the A.M I am
Bedraggled man at sea again
With weary eyes they strain..
Kept awake by mind again
By auras and tingling limbs again
When will I be free again?
When will it refrain?
I know it's chasing me again
Not long before I'm caught again
I've run out of places to hide again
To shelter from the rain..
I stand in torrential rain again
Amidst numbness of situation again
In familiar place of too blind to see me gain
As I drag this ball and chain.
No sympathy please if it's all the same
To you I look to be seen again
As a normal guy stood on two feet again
Don't want to go against society's grain..
Even through the storm and rain
With overflowing doubt again
My mind it's drawn to you again
To lead me on my way.
(©) Dom Giddy 2020